Lydia Ko: 'Confidence is the 15th and most important club in the bag'

Updated 7:05 AM ET, Thu September 13, 2018

On the face of it, it's the classic story of the sporting prodigy who burns twice as bright and half as long. Lydia Ko was the young golfer that achieved more as a teenager than anyone in the history of the sport. She was already winning professional tournaments at the age of 14 and became world No. 1 at 17, four years younger than Tiger Woods did in the men's game. Even now, with 15 LPGA Tour victories and two major titles under her belt, the New Zealander is still just 21.

And yet for many, it's hard to shake the feeling her best years might already be behind her. After holding the No. 1 ranking for 85 consecutive weeks and 104 overall as a teen, Ko failed to win a single tournament in the entirety of 2017. Ko is considerably younger than the current Rookie of the Year, Park-Sung hyun, and has already achieved more than most golfers do in a lifetime, but some commentators — not least her former coach David Leadbetter — are asking "What's wrong with Lydia?" and wondering if the Kiwi will ever hit the same heights again.

It's already my fifth year on the tour and I feel like I kind of set the bar very high for me at an early age ... that's why expectations went sky high.

Confidence

"It's already my fifth year on the tour and I feel like I kind of set the bar very high for me at an early age," Ko tells CNN Sport. "That's why expectations went sky high." A look beyond the list of broken records reveals Ko is human just like the rest of us. Even the most dominant athletes can suffer from dips in form and confidence. "I would never think of myself as a phenom," she says. "I'm not comparable to Messi and Ronaldo ... I think there are so many greats and legends that have done so much more than me."
It certainly wasn't sheer physicality that set her apart from every other golfer who has played the game to date during her formative years on tour. "It was more of a mental thing," says Ko. "When I was out there playing my best, I was out there not worrying about where the balls were going to go, or if I was going to hole certain putts. Going into tournaments I felt, 'Hey, I can possibly win this.' That's why, even now, confidence is such a big thing for me, building belief."
Over the course of a 25-minute conversation, Ko returns to the word "confidence" 11 times. She compares it to "a 15th club in the bag," arguing it's "almost the most important." As Ko puts it, "Week in week out, the amount of talent or skill doesn't change that much, but confidence can be a huge momentum builder." Imagine her relief at this April's Mediheal Championship, then, when the "best" three-wood she's ever hit set Ko up for a first LPGA Tour victory in almost two years.

When I was out there playing my best, I was out there not worrying about where the balls were going to go, or if I was going to hole certain putts.

It was there, on the shore of California's Lake Merced, that Ko had won her first tournament as a pro, lifting the 2014 LPGA Swinging Skirts trophy while celebrating her 17th birthday. Returning to the scene a few days after her 21st birthday, the circumstances could hardly have been more different. Where four years ago there seemed to be no limits to her potential, this time victory ended a wait of 43 starts without a win. Where before she was the golden girl of golf, this time her ranking had slid to No. 18 and the decisive putt was greeted by tears of relief.
"I've never been that emotional before," she told CNN Sport the following day. "When that putt dropped I was like, 'Oh my God.' A lot of emotions, my whole team and my family have worked really hard for this moment."

Family

Her family have been described as suffocating influences, with Leadbetter telling ESPN that Ko's parents "feel like they know her best, know her moods" and Golf Digest that "they tell her when to go to bed, what to eat, what to wear, when to practice and what to practice."
Ko, though, knows Gil-hong and Bong-sook better than anyone. "My family around me and my team are the people that are always going to keep me grounded no matter what and not go up and down like a rollercoaster," she says, having emigrated with them from Seoul to New Zealand as a child.
"That is so important I think in golf. So I've been very fortunate to have people keep me more level-headed. Even if things aren't going well, trying to keep me confident. If things are going really well, getting me to not go too high at that moment."
After all, many teenagers would have had their heads turned by the sort of global acclaim Ko received. In 2014, on her 17th birthday, the New Zealander was one of just five sportspeople to be named in Time Magazine's list of the 100 most influential people in the world. The only other athletes were FIFA World Player of the Year Cristiano Ronaldo, Super Bowl champion Richard Sherman, gay NBA icon Jason Collins and tennis legend Serena Williams. It wasn't unwarranted. Between her victory in the season-ending 2014 CME Group Tour Championship and the 2015 ANA Inspiration, Ko shot 29 consecutive rounds under par, equaling the record mark set by the great Annika Sorenstam in 2004.
"She was amazing around the green, hit shots pretty much where she wanted every single time," her first coach Guy Wilson told CNN. In late 2015, several hall of famers were asked for their take on Ko. "The world is her oyster," said Amy Alcott. "She is extremely mature and ready for her age," said Sorenstam. "Lydia is the joyful phenom," said Carol Mann. Even now, she remains the youngest woman in history to win a major title, courtesy of her victory at the 2015 Evian Championship aged 18 years, four months and 20 days. "I tried to take everything as a routine," Ko recalls of her time as the game's undisputed No. 1. "With the expectation and pressure, all you can do when you're out on the golf course is try to make as many eagles, birdies or pars as possible."